rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil
“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

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  • Vintage Disco
    Vintage Disco

    I wish the documentary would have given her assistant a little more time to talk about how much she was affected by the whole overdose.

  • bloggergirl online2
    bloggergirl online2

    Wow that’s so true about giving your heart to someone after being your best self. Even if being your best comes before or after you stop talking to that person.

  • huntressvideos

    In the middle of this is a comment by Elton John about moderation that pretty much sums it up why Demi is heading straight into disaster. Moderation does NOT work for an addict and she is an addict. Not even a recovering one because she is still using. Not Heroin and crack but she drinks and uses drugs. She never got clean. Demi is a tragedy waiting to happen.

  • JaciandNathan0215

    Moderation doesn’t work. Take it from a recovering alcoholic. I’ve been around plenty of other alcoholics and every one of us have tried moderation and it didn’t end well.

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  • Sandra G.
    Sandra G.

    Warum kein deutscher Untertitel? 😔😭😭

  • Gunsel Shaly
    Gunsel Shaly

    Her friends calling her a liar just rubs me the wrong way. Some things don't need to be said aloud.

  • Tessa

    I see a lot of comments on here judging Demi for choosing moderation and blaming everyone around her for enabling her. But like she said: You can only get sober for yourself. It just doesn't work if you do because you are told. Her last management controlled everything and she was not happy and still ended up overdosing. Maybe she'll end up being completely sober one day, maybe moderation works for her. But complete abstinence isn't working for her - at least not at this time of her life. If some weed and alcohol helps her stay away from the hard drugs in difficult times in her life - like it did when she broke off her engagement - then I am glad. She is working through her trauma and at least she is in a place in her life where she actually feels safe enough to tell people when she's not doing well.

  • Mrs. Christina
    Mrs. Christina

    You compensate one addiction for can be a bandaid for the previous addiction...I hope she keeps control on her moderation...


    That hair style is sexy

  • JaeAllDay

    very nice documentary 100%

  • Jessica Trujillo
    Jessica Trujillo

    I love her, I do. But I feel more concerned for her after watching this documentary than before 😔

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  • alice tongbram
    alice tongbram

    We want to see you bare skin more. It is beautiful ❤️

  • T

    I'm worried we won't have her around for years to come. Her career has become relapse and recovery story, and its wearing thin.

  • Lisa Sa
    Lisa Sa

    Wieso gibt es bei allen Teilen einen deutschen Untertitel, nur bei E4 nicht?! Das ist doch scheiße..

  • Ellie M
    Ellie M

    This was very eye opening.

  • Rate35

    You can't be real when you're fake and these are about as fake as they come

  • Larisse Teixeira
    Larisse Teixeira

    Se vocês chorarem, garotas, não sequem suas lágrimas. Senão borra!

  • Charlie Shamps
    Charlie Shamps

    If youre not an addict yourself idk, like as someone who still struggles with addiction, I completely understand her use of moderation, rather than cold turkey

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  • broashley o
    broashley o

    I don't trust her. But I don't need to, and she doesn't need me to. She needs to trust herself.

  • Love Lissa
    Love Lissa

    She overdosed, and she nearly died. That is not knowing your limits.

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  • Kendra I.
    Kendra I.

    Like so many are saying moderation doesn't work. She hopefully like she said, will quit everything when she's ready. Some people recover differently than others. I did. Positive vibes and thoughts her way always

  • #JustAna TV
    #JustAna TV

    Cannabinoid therapy as a harm reduction approach to addiction is an avenue to recovery. I was a meth addict for 6 years....and now I speak on cannabinoid therapies for addiction recovery. Congrats Demi. Keep being strong and surviving. You are worth it.

  • Tina

    Some of y'all clearly haven't been around addicts before. You can't control other people, end of story. If they want to get better they will/have to for themselves. If you try to keep them completely away from their choice of substance some will lie and find a way to get it which could make it worse. Moderation may work, it may not, at least give her a chance, damn.

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  • asam 7
    asam 7

    Awesome love this.

  • Born 4 Dance Antwerpen
    Born 4 Dance Antwerpen

    You’re so beautiful 😻

  • wanderlust

    I don't agree with the moderation thing. I wish her all the best.

  • Eva Wertz
    Eva Wertz

    I think a brain can try to unlearn an addiction but the habit is written into your brain. So people with addictive personalities and habits should really not have things in moderation. It will take a lot of willpower from her to not relapse.

  • Fabiola Ching
    Fabiola Ching

    Girl...Demi....this was kinda scary to watch. I’m really not buying it and I’m suspect of the ppl on ur team, as they should know better than to do ur brand like this. We didn’t even get to hear much abt the album, doll! I hope u find ur chosen family and I hope u find a space where u don’t always have to pretend. Rooting for u, grateful for ur grace and perseverance.

  • easter_ eggx
    easter_ eggx

    I just wish she get, hear, and see what she deserves and live her life peacefully with no toxic and fake people around her. But i also hope shes not lying to herself.

  • Gabriela De Castellón
    Gabriela De Castellón

    This is so hard to watch 🥺 we just loss a family member from a OD from the drug 😭I’m so proud of you Demi keep you recovering journey with love 💕

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  • Timothy Tarzan Clarkson
    Timothy Tarzan Clarkson

    Scooter Braun? Really? What the f$c$

  • Jess

    Using in moderation. Okay, ma’am. Maybe there will be a third documentary about how that didn’t work. Hopefully the third documentary isn’t about her life before an OD death.

  • Katherine Velasquez
    Katherine Velasquez

    Im afraid she’s gonna be gone in 3

  • Allison Luke
    Allison Luke

    Demi I love you ❤❤.

  • Oello👽

    Wowwww Demi and Christina Aguilera both look so gorgeous. 😍

  • Devyn None-ya
    Devyn None-ya

    “It’s just a little red win, I’ll be fine..... “ Then goes on to saying she wants to drink in moderation. I pray she can

  • Kwane Smith
    Kwane Smith

    I LOVE her laugh 😆

  • Ella Enchanted
    Ella Enchanted

    What is with her friend (ex sober companion) encouraging her to use drugs in moderation?! Moderation does not work with addicts. These two best friends do not give off genuine vibes #justsayin

  • Queen Alesha Arts
    Queen Alesha Arts

    Please try to be sober please try to stay to stay Hera as long as posable get that shot fore the weed do it fore anything please be sober we love ❤️and support you we love you 😍 love ❤️ the hair

  • bela Sales
    bela Sales

    demi é uma deusa guerreira, esse documentário, só veio pra contar a história de luta e superação da rainha chamada demi lovato.

  • Jessica Shmessica
    Jessica Shmessica

    Anyone have accessible, affordable mental health resource recommendations for Texas?

  • Cara-

    I hope she has a sponsor and is in a 12 step program addiction is so SO hard and I just want her to be safe and happy, proud of her progress and hope she has genuine support/safety/peace/happiness!! 💖💖 ALSO THE HAIRRRRR 😍😍 YASS GIRL

    • Clare Sherman
      Clare Sherman

      I’m sure Elton would be her sponsor, if she wants it.

  • Kari Wisniewski
    Kari Wisniewski

    She has come a long way I am so proud of how far she came. She is definitely a warrior. Depression is no joke.

  • Stephanie Mickle
    Stephanie Mickle

    Wow my heart. You know you’re loved and supported beyond words, I hope, Demi. No matter how famous or “little” people are in your life, everyone is so proud of you and admire you. Your heart is so pure and real and raw and I love your new album so much 😍

  • Leticia Milan
    Leticia Milan

    I absolutely loved Mr. Elton John’s advice. He made the most sense to me. Real but not disrespectful.

  • __ilovelucysomuch

    I thought the watermelon cake was cute until I realized it was an actual watermelon, instead of the cake flavor.

  • __ilovelucysomuch

    I think she needs to go to a psychiatrist/psych ward. I'm not trying to be rude, but if she's still taking substances/drinking after almost drinking from it, is not normal.

  • A Peppermint Candy
    A Peppermint Candy

    The price for fame is death. It is there waiting. When you sell your soul to the Devil he wins in the end every time.

  • __ilovelucysomuch

    Everyone in this documentary seems so disconnected from reality.

    • william hummerick
      william hummerick

      Yeah this is really hard to take in. I mean I care about people with mental issues but these are basically the most lucky people lmfao

  • lisa barnes
    lisa barnes

    People with addiction in their family shouldn’t drink, or do substance’s.

  • Luke Christy
    Luke Christy

    We love you 🤍

  • E T
    E T

    she really likes attention....

  • Chris Spiers
    Chris Spiers

    Thank you for posting this! I’m saving it to watch later.

  • Mommy CC
    Mommy CC

    I pray for you Demi Lovato, life is a struggle at times but you are one of the strongest I’ve seen , I know you got this! I believe in you, as I always have♥️ Love one of your biggest fans 💋 You have no idea how much your music has helped me in life, to me you are AMAZING 💯

  • Tara Peckham
    Tara Peckham

    A watermelon cake??? So sad.

  • Bre Foster
    Bre Foster

    I am so on the same level as this. Just let me know if you ever need any normal help. My IG is paigebre and you can have complete privacy. Life is hard and I’m accustomed to that.

  • Yvonne Santiago
    Yvonne Santiago

    Demi is such an amazingly honest and vulnerable human being with an angelic voice who with all her fame continues to keep her humbleness. May you keep on writing your story in your lyrics and be true to yourself first.

  • Andrea the Music Owl
    Andrea the Music Owl

    Elton over here just being a blunt grandpa, I love it

  • Andrea the Music Owl
    Andrea the Music Owl

    The other episodes felt more natural to me but this feels like she's reading word for word off a script. Like at 17:38 it looks like she's reading something.

  • Mary Lee Robinson
    Mary Lee Robinson

    She will figure it out. Gods got this. She is not alone.

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      nijuo joing

      People in the comments need to stop demonizing weed

  • Mark Garcia
    Mark Garcia

    please stop recommending me this garbage @LV-home. i dont care about this junkie. never will. stop suggesting this to me

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  • Antuerpia Sunday
    Antuerpia Sunday

    I remember Demi told at an interview she changes her hair not to do another tattoo. l think also with drugs. All the time she needs a change- she tries to change her hair. So yeah I get worried when she cuts her hair

  • Patrícia Geovanna
    Patrícia Geovanna

    Demi eu te amo muito❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • Yamila Rivera
    Yamila Rivera

    Va a terminar mal. Es una pena y realmente no creo que un adicto «conozca sus límites». La moderación no sirve.

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  • AJ jesseSi
    AJ jesseSi

    We may be sisters from another mister. 🥰

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  • AJ jesseSi
    AJ jesseSi

    Omg! Sweetie im here for you... Just separated after 30years. Heartbreaking sweetheart😇😇😇😇😇😇😇😇😇

  • Starla N
    Starla N

    Interesting that she does not consider herself a woman of color. She has an amazing platform and can and will do some much

  • missbookworm29

    I highly encourage folks sceptical of Demi's perspective to check out "Murf Meyer is Self Medicated" on Spotify. Harm reduction is a valid path forward, and it's certainly not helpful to leave thousands of negative comments.

  • Mark S.
    Mark S.

    You got this Demi 🤍 do yourself

  • larissa ossowski
    larissa ossowski

    I love you Demi

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    Laura P

    What will said gave me goose bumps. He's very sweet

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  • Katerina Vanetti
    Katerina Vanetti

    People in the comments need to stop demonizing weed

    • Clare Sherman
      Clare Sherman

      Maybe. What about alcohol?

  • ferhat ferhat
    ferhat ferhat

    Demi,in order to get fully recovered you need to go Don't have to speak up about your problems to the fact,you shouldnt do that. All that it does is that it makes it way harder for you to need to have a private life where only you and your loved ones are aware of your problems.people's opinions when you get public will only make you feel is hard to deal with thousands of harmful comments.wish you all the best in your life.for the last Time,you dont need to go public to recover.

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  • Brie Derilo
    Brie Derilo

    Demi's team PLEASE hire a counselor about her addiction. Addiction is a lifelong thing and cannot fix in a snap of a finger

  • Cicera Vitoria
    Cicera Vitoria

    I proud of you

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  • Jasmine Hooper
    Jasmine Hooper

    Christina Aguilera looks like a Meshki model

  • Madison Melton
    Madison Melton

    I don't know if I believe anything she is saying. People have said she is a great liar and to me that is scary. Are we as fans getting the truth or is this what she wants us to see? I pray that she finds peace, love, and happiness in her life.

    • Clare Sherman
      Clare Sherman

      She’s an addict. Addicts lie.

  • Micah Caron
    Micah Caron

    “The hardest part of the break up was mourning the person I thought he was.“ That’s big.

  • ramon d
    ramon d

    WHO CARES?????? Think about it...

  • Holderman 5423
    Holderman 5423

    I play video games until I can’t stay awake that’s how I help beat my depression daily . Otherwise I’d act on my anger and impulses. Plus my meds help. FYI I have bipolar disorder or mood disorder cuz I’m in the middle .

  • Drew Boom
    Drew Boom

    Yea girl heat up dat mf spoon

  • Alexis Nauden
    Alexis Nauden

    Demi's laugh is literal sunshine

  • Denise Johnson
    Denise Johnson

    5:30 how do you divorce your fiance? "I deal with a level of depression most people won't be able to understand" Okay, you don't know what other people have been through. You can't say what people will understand and what they won't.

  • Mckenzie Legge
    Mckenzie Legge

    I really hope that Demi doesn't OD again... The whole drinking and smoking in moderation has me really worried. Once you start again you don't want to stop. You think you can control it until you are in that same place as before and you may not be so lucky the second time.. Praying for her to live a long and happy life


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  • IZAGEROS na europa
    IZAGEROS na europa

    She is just the most brave and extraordinary human being ever! Thank you for learning and helping me so much, Demi ❤️

  • Destiny Mcnutt
    Destiny Mcnutt

    As a person who has been around addicts first hand. Moderation truly doesn’t work. Well let me put it this way it doesn’t work for addicts. It will eventually lead to something worse. And she’s surrounded by people who are telling her yes. I know with addicts and just people in general you can’t tell them what to do but you can encourage them to do something else. I was so proud the first 3 episodes and this just broke my heart.